tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87701472305773016022024-03-13T10:06:09.553-07:00Discovering KairosHi there!
Welcome to our blog. A place where our thoughts and feelings are shared with our readers. We hope to connect with you all in a deeper way than expected. We hope to give you all a variety of feelings that you can share with others. We want to help everyone out with our words that we promise to work hard on writing.
This blog isn't meant to only broaden our views in life but also yours. Hope you have a great time here.Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.comBlogger26125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-59336443473028644832017-05-26T14:44:00.000-07:002017-05-26T14:47:46.901-07:00Discovering beauty part 2Hey how have you all been?<br />
Today I'm going to continue on our journey to discovering beauty.. (I'm sorry for letting you wait this long) If you haven't read the first part please check it out before reading this one, so that you can understand this one better. Click <a href="http://kairosm3.blogspot.be/2017/02/discovering-beauty-part-1.html">here</a>.<br />
Now I'm going to go on with part 2.<br />
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So I had to start accepting myself as beautiful.. I think it was the hardest thing i ever had to do. How can you just start loving yourself after hating yourself for so long? Honestly it's just impossible or maybe it isn't..<br />
Let me give you guys a few tips on how to actually gain confidence. Some might seem stupid, but trust me they actually help.. A LOT !!<br />
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1) Surround yourself with the right crowd. Whether you like it or not people influence you constantly. If you're around people who are constantly talking negative about you, how do you expect to become positive? Again it's not impossible, but negativity will just make it harder to stay positive. It shouldn't be the group of people with the newest make-up or the people with the strictest diets, it's the ones with the positive mindset. The ones who will encourage you to achieve your goal at all costs!!<br />
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2) Never give up!! I know this is obvious and we all know this one, but actually try to do it!!<br />
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3) Wake up every morning stand in front of the mirror and call yourself pretty. I know this is a very childish one, but it does work.. if you do this for some time, you will start to believe it..<br />
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4) IGNORE NEGATIVE COMMENTS!!! They're all lies. The people who say negative things about you are usually jealous or they're just being childish and most of the time they don't even know you, so don't let they're comments affect you.<br />
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5) Please don't try to hide your face behind layers of make-up!! I know make-up is nice and we like to use it, but girl: you are also beautiful without it!! if you're using make-up to "cover up flaws" lemme tell you this: it's not working and you're waisting time and money! If you want to wear make-up: okay, but make sure your reason is not to "cover the flaws".<br />
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Okay so here are tips to start with.. It's not always an easy journey, but the journey really is worth it!<br />
I wish you all a lovely and blessed Friday!!<br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-34823524469464390872017-05-25T07:18:00.002-07:002017-05-26T13:57:42.825-07:00BACIB part 9: Dealing with unsolved emotions<br /><br />Omg it has been too long like seriously. I haven't written for so long, because there was one thing that kept me occupied. My unsolved emotions.. Before reading this its best to go and read the <a href="http://kairosm3.blogspot.be/2017/05/the-little-bird.html">quote</a>, because I’m going to refer to it a few times..<br /><br />While thinking of what to write today I was overflown with different emotions and thought well let me write about that.. It has been an extremely busy few months for me and I wasn't really sure if I was dealing with it right. <br /><br />The beginning of this year was quite busy. It’s our last few months in secondary school and we need to get our school projects done and make sure to keep giving it our all, but I just couldn’t. It was really hard to stay focused. I would slack off sometimes and procrastinate a lot. <br /><br />I suppressed so many different feelings that I couldn’t tell which one I was sad or angry about at a any point. Suppressing unsolved emotions is like forcing a bird to stay in a cage. It wants to come out, but it can’t, because you want to keep it in. <br />
<br />It has been quite tough for me to actually accept the emotions I had and try to solve them.. I kept telling myself that if I keep them to myself no one will be hurt and there will be peace, but actually there was no peace at all. The longer I surppressed the worse it got. I felt sad, guilty and suffocated and I didn’t really know how to solve it, because I had kept it to myself for so long that I started feeling really bad. I had been living a life full of lies and I had been telling myself and others that I was okay, but I wasn’t. I had been trying to keep peace, but actually created tension. People around me started noticing when I was in a bad mood and it became worse and worse until I kinda shut myself out.. <br />
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<br /><br />After that I realised how bad it was getting and how keeping it to myself was getting me nowhere I started exploring other options.. I started talking to people and I realised what I had to do. I brought all my problems to the Lord and started praying. I started focussing on building my solid relationship with God so that I would stop doubting myself and actually be me. They were a few verses that reminded me of who I was an actually helped me to get back up..<br />The first one was from Matthew..<div class="MsoNormal">
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<i>Above all else, guard your heart,<br /> for everything you do flows from it.</i></div>
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I realised that me acting the way I was, was because my heart was full of pain and the pain was reflected through what I was saying and doing. The pain in my heart that was there was all because I had stopped guarding my heart, I let negativity enter it. The verse that kept popping up during this period was a very well know one from Psalms.</div>
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<br />This verse in combination with a conversation I had with Mita really changed my mindset.. It reminded me of who I actually was. So to all of you out there who are suppressing how they truly feel: it’s not healthy.. Pray about it and find someone to talk to and I know it isn’t really easy, but you gotta do it for yourself!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">Trapped..</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"> In a cage. </span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">Not knowing how to escape the cage. Yet I keep trying..</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I managed. </span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">Next thing is to get to the window. </span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I get caught again and put into my cage.. </span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I don’t give up and keep trying.</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I try again and I manage again..</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">This time I get to the window.</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I try to open it, I can already smell the fresh cold air outside, </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I’ve almost opened it,</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"> but I’m too slow… </span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">I get caught and put into my cage again.</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">Third time, good time…</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">But how?</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">How can I escape my cage? </span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">How can I break free and fly along with the other birds?</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">When will I breathe the fresh air outside?</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">For now all I know is that one day I <b>will</b> break free and fly with them,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">But when?</span></span><br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-18236266931460523812017-02-18T13:56:00.001-08:002017-02-18T16:51:43.813-08:00He's still growing<p dir="ltr">Hi everyone! This is a story I wrote quite some time ago (during winter) , so it's a little old but this one is from a boy's perspective because it was inspired by some guy friends of mine. It was quite hard to write from a guy's point of view for the first time , but I tried..enjoy! :)</p>
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<p dir="ltr">There he was lying on the grass by the bridge. He laid there on his backpack that was slowly crunching away under his big head so he had decided to use his arms for support.<br>
There he was...<br>
"How did I end up here?" He asked himself out loud, in a slightly sad voice. He spoke the words delicately, just as his heart was at the moment. One wrong step and the ice would break.</p>
<p dir="ltr">He opened his eyes to a man much older than himself. He followed the slow foot steps of the man that fascinated his vision. Tall, dark and handsome , a teenage girl would say. But he was no teenage girl fangirling over some good-looking fella , he was a 18 year old man, yes a man. That's what he'd been convincing himself from the moment he blew his last candle away on the 24th of June. </p>
<p dir="ltr">The tall silouette had dark raven hair that reached up to his ears. He noticed some cuts on the back of his head. "Must've been a bad barber", he thought. Light skintone with dark brown eyes that almost resembled his hair. Somewhere along the lines he thought he'd been looking at his own reflection. But that seemed impossible to him since the man was much prettier than himself. The 18 year old boy wasn't confident about his looks. He had failed to even notice the huge age difference between them.</p>
<p dir="ltr">The good-looking man walked up to him. He didnt say a word, he just sat down next to the 18 year old boy. After a minute of silence, the man finally spoke : "It's green, isn't it?</p>
<p dir="ltr">"What?"</p>
<p dir="ltr">"The grass on my side."</p>
<p dir="ltr"> - It was the 23rd of January-</p>
<p dir="ltr">"What?" The boy asked again. The man was silent again for a minute or two. The boy had a very confused look on his face, but the man didn't care about it at all, because he knew he would understand it someday. </p><p dir="ltr"> ~ Mita ~</p>
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Hey everyone, how have u been?<br />
Okay today I'm going to talk about beauty and self love, but before you continue reading this one, make sure you've read the story that came before this to understand this post. To read the story klick <a href="http://kairosm3.blogspot.be/2017/01/black-and-yellow.html">here</a>.<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Now that you've read the story you can continue reading this post...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Now this seems like a really silly story, but we actually experience such stories every day. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Why are my legs so ugly? Why is my tummy so big? </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Why isn’t my nose shaped like that other nose? Why don’t I have the perfect eyebrow game? </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Why don’t I hardly have any eyebrows?<i><br />Lol, for the people who go through this one: I know the struggle is real<span style="font-family: inherit;">.</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Why doesn’t that dress look good on me like it did on my friend? Why can’t I be like this one? </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">And I can go on and on with questions, but you guys know what I’m trying to say. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">I remember when I was younger I would ask my self so many on those questions that I listed above. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">I really used to get bothered by them. Even know some of the questions still haunt me, </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">but just as my mum told my sister: are we crisps? Does it really matter how we look?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Do we really have to change ourselves to be perfect? </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Do we really need the plastic surgery or the extreme diets?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Okay I understand that when you are not healthy, you need to go on a<b><u> HEALTHY</u></b> diet<span style="font-family: inherit;"> and beco<span style="font-family: inherit;">me healthy.</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">When I was in 1 year of secondary school (<i>1</i></span><i><span style="vertical-align: super;">st</span></i><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><i> year of middle school or in some countries grade 7</i>)I used to feel awful about myself.<br /> I used to be laughed at very often. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">They would call me fat and ugly.<br />They would insult me because of my braids and my clothes.<br />They would exclude me and tell me that they don’t like me, even if they didn’t know me, just because I looked the way I did.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">I used to feel so bad. I didn’t have many friends back then.. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">People would be fake to me a lot of times. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">The few friends I had, would be scared to come up for me,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">because they didn’t want to get teased themselves and I understood it, but I felt really bad..</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">and when I’d come home I’d eat like a horse.. I did that for 6-7 months, I just kept telling people I was on a diet or that I’d eaten already.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">that I didn’t even want to live any more.I hated school, I hated everything. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">At home they also noticed me gaining weight and my parents <br />started telling me to watch what I eat, that made me feel even worse.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">They didn’t know that I didn’t eat at all during lunch, they just assumed that I ate,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">because I used to pack my own lunch and my sisters’. So they thought I ate, while I’d only pack my sisters’ lunch and go to school like that. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> They would be days when I’d forget to pack my lunch (<i>like seriously forget, not faking it</i>),</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> but then my friends would scold me and tell me to eat whatever was there..<br />So we’d share lunches very often, because I just couldn’t get used to making lunch for myself. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">My class was much kinder, so I wasn’t teased that much and I had more friends..</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">I really enjoyed going to school and I reflected on myself a lot during that year (<i>this was last year btw</i>).</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">I really thought about my actions and what was right and what was wrong</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">and how I could improve myself. <br /><span style="font-family: inherit;">I figured that if <span style="font-family: inherit;">I really wanted to loose weight I sh<span style="font-family: inherit;">ould do it f<span style="font-family: inherit;">or myself and do it properly! If I really wanted to be happy I had to get myself together and start lookin<span style="font-family: inherit;">g at myself different<span style="font-family: inherit;">ly<span style="font-family: inherit;">. I had to try and convince myself <span style="font-family: inherit;">of my o<span style="font-family: inherit;">wn beauty<span style="font-family: inherit;">, but how?</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">But okay this post is getting too long, so <span style="font-family: inherit;">I</span>’ll write a part 2 soon. :) </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">keep this in mind though: </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">Lots of love,</span><span style="font-size: 11pt;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">~<span style="font-family: inherit;">Meli, Mita and <span style="font-family: inherit;">Musa</span></span></span></span></div>
Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-10539329795966360132017-01-23T14:09:00.001-08:002017-01-23T14:24:58.103-08:00BACIB part 8: Did I jinx it?<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml><w:WordDocument><w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel><w:DisplayHorizontalDrawingGridEvery>0</w:DisplayHorizontalDrawingGridEvery><w:DisplayVerticalDrawingGridEvery>2</w:DisplayVerticalDrawingGridEvery><w:DocumentKind>DocumentNotSpecified</w:DocumentKind><w:DrawingGridVerticalSpacing>7.8 磅</w:DrawingGridVerticalSpacing><w:PunctuationKerning></w:PunctuationKerning><w:View>Normal</w:View><w:Compatibility><w:DontGrowAutofit/><w:BalanceSingleByteDoubleByteWidth/><w:DoNotExpandShiftReturn/></w:Compatibility><w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom></w:WordDocument></xml><![endif]--><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;">Hey everyone,</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;">How have you all been? It</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;">’s been long since I wrot<span style="font-family: inherit;">e</span> a BACIB,</span></span><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;"> I know.</span></span> Today I wanted to share something that really made me think and happy at the same time! Recently a lot of things have been going well for me.. I have been doing quite well in school, in church I’ve been asked to sing in the worship team multiple times, the choir has been doing well, everyone is healthy, the page views of the blog have been increasing, it feels like everything has been going well for me. I can’t complain at all.. Still if I say everything has been going well, won’t I jinx it? I don’t know.. I had a feeling that if I’d say everything is well: that my next report card will be bad or that the next performance won’t go well and I’ll forget lines or that I won’t be asked to sing again,... Is that really how life goes though? Is it really that if life goes well and you start to become happy, that there will be something that will come and ruin it all?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;">Yes it is true, or shall I say that’s what I used to think and that is what used to happen to me all the time, lol. Whenever I would be happy about something or feel confident, after a few weeks things would go downhill.. But honestly is that how the rest of my life is going to be? Are the bad things that come after the good things really because I was too happy? Should I really be careful when I get happy? Should I start thinking twice before I get excited?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;">Of course not. Honestly when things are going well in life, enjoy them. When bad things come after that, it isn’t because you enjoyed the good things. There is nothing like “jinxing” your good luck or happiness. I thought my exams went well this time and I came out of almost every exam saying it went well and people would ask me: “aren’t you jinxing it, I said no and I was right.. My report card came out and my grades were okay, so I was quite satisfied.. It’s not the grades I was aiming for, but hey at least I didn’t fail, right?</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;">Sometimes It’s good to have faith in what you’re doing and in who you are. God didn’t just put you here with no plan and His promises weren’t just words.. He meant what he said..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-weight: normal;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal; font-weight: bold;">Psalm 20:7</span></b><b><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal; font-weight: bold;"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">“</span></i><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.</span></i><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">”</span></i><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;"></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal;">Thanks to God’s promise we can achieve everything we want. Thanks to Him we have strength and can do all things..</span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal; font-weight: bold;">Philippians 4:13</span></b><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal;">”</span><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">I can do all this through him who gives me strength.</span></i><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">”</span></i><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;"></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal;">And when something good happens, be happy and praise Him for the blessing instead of talking about luck.. </span><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal;"></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><b><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal; font-weight: bold;">Exodus 23:25</span></b><b><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: normal; font-weight: bold;"></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">Worship the Lord your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you.</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">There is power in the name of Jesus,</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">there is power in the name of Jesus,</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">to break every chain, </span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">break every chain, </span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">break every chain..</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">A few weeks ago my youngest sister, </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">who is 4 years old now asked my mum: </span><span style="font-size: 11pt;">“Mummy, why am I brown? I’m even close to black you know, why am I black?”</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">she isn’t normal at all, haha. She is just too smart. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">I can’t believe she realizes things that other age mates don't realize or simply can't. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">She is someone who loves to play, dance and draw a lot and she loves being very childish (lol she is 4) ,<br />but when she asks you a question or gives you a reason for something, </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt; font-style: italic;">she becomes the most serious person ever and if you try to joke with her she'll get angry<br />(It’s quite funny, because to her it all makes sense, even if some things don’t make sense at all, I mean she is 4.)</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">so why am I not white?” My mum laughed and said: “are you a crisp?”</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">I don’t know is any of you know the nick jr. program Ni Hao, Kai Lan? </span><span style="font-size: 11pt;"></span></span></div>
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Soooo, I hope everyone is having a happy holiday !! We're only a few minutes / hours before the new year. How exciting is that <img src="https://www.facebook.com/images/emoji.php/v6/z51/1/16/1f603.png"> ! Because it is the end of the year we decided to make a year <img src="https://www.facebook.com/images/emoji.php/v6/z9e/1/16/1f4d6.png">, you know to look back on everything we've done this year and we wanted to share our year with you guys! I hope you guys can look back too and smile about it all ! <img src="https://www.facebook.com/images/emoji.php/v6/z7f/1/16/1f60a.png"></div>
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We wish everyone a happy and blessed 2017 !!<img src="https://www.facebook.com/images/emoji.php/v6/z51/1/16/1f603.png"><img src="https://www.facebook.com/images/emoji.php/v6/z6c/1/16/2764.png"><img src="https://www.facebook.com/images/emoji.php/v6/zfd/1/16/1f64c.png"><br>
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March 2016<br>
We're starting in March, because in January and February nothing special really happened. In March I, Musa went back to my homecountry: Zambia. I spent 3,5 weeks. It was really refreshing to see my family and friends again after 12 years.<br>
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I visited a lot of different places with huge gardens and my aunt tought me how to plant vegetables.<br>
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So our journey together begins with Paris.. In the beginning of this year we went on a 4-day trip to Paris with school. We had so much fun. We walked a lot so we were also pretty exhausted in the evenings. In Paris we really became more exposed.</div>
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With Katherine, our little bestie !! She hates pics, but we managed to convince her to pose and smile for this pic, jeeej mission complete !😉</div>
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Somewhere in the middle of Paris ( can't remember the name tho, it was a very cool place)</div>
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OMG do some of you know the K-Drama DOTS??? If u do, you will know why this picture was taken like this. For the people who don't know: DOTS is a shortcut for Descendants Of The Sun, a Korean Drama that came out at the beginning of this year. It is about a soldier and a doctor who do a lot of interesting and exciting stuff. If you want to know more you can look it up and watch it online. This pose is one of the famous poses in the drama..<br>
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When u ask the squad to pose for a quick pic <br>
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In Musee d'orsay, we wanted to look cool and copy the statue of liberty, after trying a couple of times we finally managed to take a good picture. </div>
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It was such a nice time with these people in Paris ! Since Paris this group has become so close and they are really amazingly cool people to be around love them lots !! 💓<br>
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Mita's grandfather and grandmother from her mother's side visited Europe for the first time, so she went to a lot of places with them during the short break.<br>
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Their first visit was in Spain, Her uncle lives there so he showed them a lot of different places. They only spent four days there but they had a lot of fun !<br>
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<br>Her next visit with her grandparents was in Belgium itself. They went to a lot of places and visited many relatives, but she lost a lot of her pics because her phone broke a month ago, so these are the only pics we have. These pics are from Waterloo.<br>
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For their last visit, they went to Holland to look at all the beautiful flowers in Keukenhof !</div>
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In May we went to Antwerp with our class, yes, last academic year we went to quite a lot of places with school. In Antwerp we were allowed to walk around freely and explore the town..<br>
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We also worked at a kids daycare. If you want to know what happened there u can check out <a href="http://kairosm3.blogspot.be/2016/07/working-with-kids-for-week.html">Working with kids for a week</a>. We had so much fun this past summer...</div>
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Our very first photo shoot.. Musa didn't know how to dab back then, so it was sloppy !! <span class="_5yl5"> </span><br>
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Here are some other pics we took for the first photoshoot ! 😄<br>
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Mita had another grandparent visit Belgium for the second time. This time she was from her father's side. She couldn't walk for a long time so she didn't go to as many places as the other grandparents, but here's a pic of a place she did visit with Mita. The Atomium in Brussels.</div>
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Our second photo shoot ever ! We really had a lot of fun doing it all !! 😀<br>
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School had started but Mita was still in a festive mood ! These are photos taken at the traditinal Nepali festival called <i>Teej</i>.
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In October we had a friends' birthday ! She turned 17. All the girls were invited for a sleepover, we had sooo much fun and no sleep lol !</div>
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We also went on a 3-day trip with school called "bezinning". It was really an awesome experience and we had a lot of fun !!!😂</div>
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In November Mita had another traditional festival called Tihar. It's a festival to show your love for your siblings with gifts and flowers. Her brother didn't want her to post his photo so here's a photo of her alone. 😋</div>
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December is a very festive month for everyone. We have school vacation, Christmas, New Year's Eve and also Mita's birthday. December is obviously her favorite month, specially because everything is decorated with lights and it's all so pretty ! We HAD to do another photo shoot with our city being lightened up so much !</div>
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Mita spent her birthday in Antwerp with her sisters from another mother !</div>
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Another year has ended yet again, and we begin a new year. Every year has been a blessing for us, but this one was special because we started our blog this year and we got to meet some of you guys through social media. It is very exciting for us to meet you guys so don't be afraid to approach us through whatever source you can ! We thank you all for your support we've received this year and all the other years to come. We hope you can all welcome the new year with a smile on your face, wherever you may be, because we will be smiling with you too. :)</div>
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-62831762505419299452016-11-11T11:23:00.001-08:002017-01-28T02:57:15.954-08:00BACIB part 7: Faith or FearIt has been a while hasn't it? Okay today I would really love to share something I realised just recently.<br />
Some time ago I wasn't really feeling myself. I would have so many mood swings and wouldn't understand why. I would have so many negative thoughts and saw no hope in anything that was going on. I would isolate myself from the people whom I trusted most and go talk to others, just because I didn't want to bother them with my problems while they probably had problems of their own. I felt like if I would they wouldn't understand me either, why would they if even I don't understand myself?? I really didn't get why I was acting that way. I shut myself completely out without saying a word to them. I'm really the worst. Up till last Sunday I didn't understand why I was acting that way.<br />
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Between everything that was said I realised something: I had to behold myself and see where I went wrong. You know that when you're scared or when you're strong, it's a choice that u consciously make? Yeah well.. Here you go if you didn't know (what I didn't either before I heard the message) I realised that my feeling down and loosing hope was a choice that I made. I chose for fear over faith. I was running away because I was scared and I knew that I couldn't do it myself. I don't know why I let it slip my mind that God doesn't want you to do it yourself. I don't know where my faith went to. Sometimes choosing fear seems the easiest thing to do, but trust me the easy way always turns out harder than the difficult way. I don't know why I didn't just go to my friends and tell them the truth from the beginning. I didn't only loose faith in general, but also in my friends. This is the worst thing I've ever done, because loosing faith in life and friends, to me it's like loosing faith in God, because God works through other people and through different circumstances.<span id="goog_934429091"></span><span id="goog_934429092"></span><br />
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Conclusion: always be aware of what you choose: faith or fear? The way you can make sure that you always make the right choice, is by making sure that your foundation is right!! If you are a believer, you have to make sure u know and understand enough of the Word, so that you can stand firmly in your faith and know on what your faith is based! Keep practising your faith and keep growing in faith, so that your choices will be made based on the truth! Even if you don't believe make sure you check your choices and make sure that they are based on the truth. On top of that, be honest to yourself and others ( lol I'm saying this cause it will really help you.. I also had to get real with myself and now I also have to be honest with others..) I'm not saying this like its easy please don't take it that way it really isn't. Like no way.. Some times you'll go through things the hard way, but that always results to the best!<br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-75846618236183416342016-11-09T13:32:00.003-08:002016-12-30T15:28:12.565-08:00Bridge of life (lyrics)<h3 style="text-align: center;">
Raising Awareness for Suicide</h3>
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One night, I ask of you, just one night.<br />
Clear the sight, I hope you do that, find the light.<br />
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Don't forget, I have been here all day<br />
I will be here all night<br />
You don't have to worry<br />
No, don't worry about me<br />
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Keep your hands together baby<br />
Keep on praying for me<br />
I won't fall apart now<br />
If you're there to save me<br />
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Yea it's been a long day<br />
It's about to be a long night.<br />
We can take the long road home<br />
And stay together till the dawn<br />
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Keep your hands together baby<br />
Keep on praying for me<br />
I won't fall apart now<br />
If you're there to save me<br />
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I've been falling down now<br />
Guess you didn't need me<br />
Told you I'd be right here <br />
Thought you would stay by me<br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-64171852599626581982016-11-01T13:50:00.001-07:002016-11-01T14:09:05.952-07:00Louche mensen<div style="text-align: center;">
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Waarom houd ik van hun louche zijn en doen.</div>
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Ik snap het niet. Ze zijn totaal niet normaal </div>
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want ze schelden elkaar uit. Ze zijn niet eens vrijgevig,</div>
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want als ze eten zien is het van hun alleen.</div>
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Ze zijn echt zo louche. Hun niveau van grappen </div>
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is zo laag dat ik het soms niet eens begrijp. De manier</div>
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ik veel te veel van de louche mensen te houden </div>
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hoe mijn leven zonder hun er zou uitzien. </div>
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van hun kwijt te raken, neen ik wil het niet.</div>
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hun knuffel afpakt?</div>
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Het doet me pijn als ze zich te veel zorgen maken om me.</div>
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Het doet me zelfs pijn als ik mijn pijn met hun moet delen</div>
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omdat zij pijn krijgen van mijn pijn. Het vreemde is dat we..</div>
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Deze louche mensen ea. Ze betekenen zot veel voor mij.</div>
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Ik zou niet weten wat ik zonder hun zou moeten. </div>
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Deze louche mensen ea, ja ik kan het met trots zeggen. </div>
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Deze louche mensen zijn mijn beste vrienden, mijn alles!</div>
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<span class="_5yl5">Ik wouw da wa ik tegen u nu heb gezegd ik ook tegen</span></div>
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<span class="_5yl5"> hun kon zeggen en dat ze dat allemaal zagen.</span></div>
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<span class="_5yl5">Ik wouw dat ze wisten hoeveel ik om hun geef.</span><br />
<span class="_5yl5">Ondanks alles wat ik nu heb gezegd, zijn deze</span><br />
<span class="_5yl5">woorden nog altijd niet genoeg om te omschrijven</span><br />
<span class="_5yl5"> hoeveel ik om hun geef </span><br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-38225315540720057622016-10-29T08:55:00.004-07:002016-12-30T15:25:32.955-08:00I would do such a thing!?!Okay, today I'm going to finish the story I wrote last week: "<a href="http://kairosm3.blogspot.be/2016/09/i-never-thought-that.html">I never thought that...</a>" So if you haven't read that one yet, go and read that first before you read this.<br />
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She told me that she had gone on a date with him, but she didn't expect the date to end the way it did.<br />
They went for a walk and talked and laughed. After that, they went to his house. She told me: "he told me that his house wasn't far and that we could go and rest there for a bit before I go home. So I went. When I reached there and entered the house I felt a little strange. His bed was in the living room, he told me that was because they didn't have enough rooms, so yeah. Then he told me to sit down and I sat on the chair next to the bed, then he started asking me to join him on the bed an sit next to him. After denying quite a few times, I gave in and laid myself on the bed next to him.. It was extremely awkward. I really didn't know what to do.. He started tickling me and touching me.. I didn't know what to think of it all.. I told him to stop, but it just escalated from there. The next thing I noticed was that he was on me trying to take y clothes off.. I told him to stop and tried to get off the bed, but he pushed me back on it.. I told him that I didn't like it and that he should really stop and get off me, but he didn't. He took all my clothes off and started touching me. I felt really uncomfortable and really hated the way he was acting. I tried my best to get him off me, but he was too strong. I kept resisting, but nothing worked. I felt so helpless. I thought of my morals and boundaries that I was crossing with this. All of a sudden, I felt a lot of pain. It hurt so much, I had never felt such pain before. I told him to stop, but he just wouldn't. The pain just got worse and I didn't know what to do. I felt so powerless. I couldn't do anything to stop him and he just kept going. It was so frustrating. I just gave in.. After some time he finally stopped and I went home. I was so scared. I kept wondering how I could explain this at home and to my friends. And what if.. what if.. no no no that can't be...<br />
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Sometimes you make mistakes that you didn't want to make, in this case it was the fact that she went to his house without knowing him well or knowing what was going to happen. You should always stick to your morals and keep your boundaries and never give in! If you suspect something strange always try to talk to someone about it before something happens. If something happens don't give up or loose hope, learn from it and become stronger!<br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-17133390711832731082016-10-18T11:01:00.002-07:002017-02-18T17:27:02.495-08:00The one who can't sleep<div style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
I watched her figure, as she was getting ready for bed. I laid
there waiting for her to come to me and hug me with her little arms. I had been sleeping all day, I'm not lazy, I just can't move by myself. The world hasn't given me the opportunity and it's just a tragic fate that I have to live with everyday. Sometimes, you know, I wish I could be
like Ted, from that one silly movie I once watched. Moving around freely on my own, without anyone's help. I drifted from my thoughts once I saw her come out of the washroom
to put her pajamas on. When she was all ready to sleep, my eyes clearly
brightened up. I couldn't help but admire her beautiful laughter. There she was, looking like a panda who
couldn't wait even one more second to fall flat on the surface of
this not-so-very-soft-bed. Finally! The moment I've been waiting for!
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There I was, laying in his arms with no
worries inside my tremendously complicated sometimes-like-a-fish-peanut-brain. I had nothing in my head, it was blank for the
first time in this tiring, long week. I couldn't be happier. It was
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She moved around a lot, she had a hard
time finding the right position to sleep on. Luckily for me, I can sleep
properly on any positions anywhere so it's not a problem for me if she
keeps moving around a lot. We don't have to fight about it you know.</div>
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“I have always been a light sleeper,
just like my mom”, she says with a soft voice as she keeps
struggling to fall asleep.</div>
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I couldn't sleep again. Ofcourse.
Normally, it takes me about half an hour to fall asleep on my bed,
but I just couldn't do it. I struggled to keep his arms on me because
I didn't want to wake him up. I haven't ever seen him angry and I
certainly didn't want this to be the first time. Two hours had passed
and I still laid there looking like a dead body trying to find the
secrets of why I wasn't granted the superpowers of being a heavy/fast sleeper. I looked beside me. I was sooo very jealous of his
ability to sleep properly everyday. How? HOW do you people do it?
Give me some of your extra sleep that you don't need because you
actually had some work to do instead. Please grant me some sleep!!,
thank you..... Anyways, after a while I was hesitating between
giving up on sleeping for the night and go bingewatch some K2
(kdrama) without any subtitles (cause I'm a hardcore fan like that)
or go eat some happiness to fill my belly so that there's some food
in my life. Obviously, I chose happiness.
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Suddenly I was being carried away on her
arms downstairs. I guessed she was hungry. One of the reasons why she
can't sleep at night is because she's always hungry. Sometimes she
wakes up in the middle of the night just to go fill her empty belly.
Then she comes back right away to fall back asleep. She didn't walk back upstairs this time though. Instead, she opened the balcony door in this cold
winter weather to suck some fresh air into her nose when she could've
just opened her big ass window. She's weird sometimes.
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After I ate some food, I decided to go
get some fresh air because I was feeling so stuffy. I opened the door
and inhaled some fresh midnight air with my eyes closed. Once I
opened my eyes, I saw the most beautiful thing I'd seen in a long
time. The moon. I let my thoughts run free through my head in hope
that I'd get some sleep later. I was surprised I didn't cry or had
some water drops run out my tired eyes, I also didn't have red eyes.
I looked perfectly normal on the outside. I didn't even look like a panda from lack of sleep! I got a pretty good 30
minutes look at the moon and decided that it was time for war again.
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i-won't-let-you-sleep-tonight-monster win? We'll see!
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We came back to her room after she
stared at the moon for about 30 minutes. She laid on her bed again
and hugged me tightly. I fell asleep right away. While I was drifting
away to sleep, I noticed her eyes twinkling. Right before the sleep
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“Thank you for being by my side when
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<b></b><i></i><u></u><sub></sub><sup></sup><strike></strike>Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-71909107428378811832016-10-09T16:23:00.001-07:002016-12-30T15:17:43.942-08:00Chapters of my life Being a teenager isn't easy but ask yourself , what is easy in life?<br />
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I'm not a dramatic person with a dramatic teenage life, but I certainly did experience one, to be more accurate I am still experiencing it. I'm 16 years old, so I am still considered a teenager by society. I don't know what age I started feeling like a teenager, I remember feeling happy to leave my childhood and start adolescence to feel closer to being an adult. I remember having this great urge to grow up and quickly become an adult. I remember having this great imagination about having a job and being really wise and mature to have a good life. Now, I don't understand any of that. <br />
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I have this vivid memory of many experiences in my life that made quite some changes. I remember having these little fights with my parents because they wouldn't let me go outside of my city without an adult. I remember lying to them about going to a friend's house. I didn't do it often, but I still feel guilty about it sometimes. Now, I don't do it anymore. I still do have little fights with my parents sometimes, but the themes of the fights differ enormously from before. Honestly, I don't even fight with them that much. I've always been a quiet child and a good child. Compared to my brother, I have come forth as an angel to my parents even though my brother is not that bad a person. Sometimes I feel sorry for him actually. <br />
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I remember having this immense jealousy toward my extroverted friends, I'm not a social person and I have quite a hard time making friends because of my awkwardness that I've been living with since forever. I also consider myself an introvert and I'm quite shy too. All of these things made it quite hard for me to make friends after I came to Belgium, where I had many struggles such as cultural and language differences. Honestly, I still haven't grown out of any of my shyness or awkwardness, I still deal with it every day, but I've learned to cope with it somehow.<br />
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I also remember being in love or whatever you're supposed to call such a feeling when you're a teenager. That experience changed a lot about my way of thinking and view in life. I was quite selfish back then or I was just scared about being involved with such a strong feeling. I didn't want to get hurt and prevented everything from making me seem vulnerable. I didn't want anyone to know my weaknesses. I didn't want anyone to know my inner self. Only after two or three years I realized that all of my feelings were counter attacking each other. I realized why I had a hard time making friends, I realized why I was so jealous and why I didn't open up to anyone. <br />
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Now, I feel a lot wiser knowing all of these things. I feel like I've learned to become a good person. I know that I'm still learning and I still have a long way to go in life, but I'm satisfied with the lessons I've learned up to this day. I'm glad with the experiences that I've had and I'm happy that I'm able to share those today. Honestly, I'm just glad I have a story to tell. :)<br />
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Hey everyone! How's school / work going? Lol okay what a beginning, i sincerely hope every thing's well though, but lemme not waste your time and dive into it already.<br />
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This week my biggest struggle was stress. I was stressed every single day. I would wake up in a bad mood and go to sleep in a bad mood. I couldn't focus. I was tired, had no energy or drive, I had no motivation to work. I felt sad and angry, I just wasn't myself. It was just awful!!!!<br />
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The scripture came from John 14:16-31.<br />
The one that stuck to me was verse 18...<br />
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And that verse actually made me go back to the basics.. What does Jesus want from us? What does he expect us to do?<br />
1. We have to follow His commandments: it is a classic, but I told you we'd go back to the basics so yeah. Just follow the 10 commandments.. Okay I know it's impossible to do all 10 of them perfectly, Jesus knows that too, that's why Christianity is by grace! For the people who don't know what grace is: it's the unconditional love God has for us! <br />
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2. We have to have a relationship with Jesus: it's good to believe that Jesus is king, but only believing isn't enough. When letting Jesus into our heart, you also have to build a relationship with Him and let Him work in us. That starts by prayer: showing Him who you are, just as you are and spending time with Him, reading your Bible and understanding Him. I know reading your Bible daily is very hard, even for me it is, but your desire to want to know Him will make it easier. It also includes to love Him AND to love OTHERS, but not as you love yourself, but as Jesus loves you!! Being close to the teacher can make you change unconsciously. It can make you a better person <br />
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Those are points that can help you and that include maybe a 100 other points, but this is the key!!<br />
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Now as I had written it wasn't just peace but Jesus' peace. I bet a lot are wondering what the difference is? This peace is from the Lord Himself! He gives it to us!! He assures us that after His leaving the earth we won't be left alone. He was going so that He send the Holy Spirit to be with us and to give us peace.<br />
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<b><i>🎶When fear comes knocking, there you'll be my guard<br />When day breads trouble,<br /> there u hold my ♥<br /> Come storm or battle, God I know your peace will meet me there.. 🎶</i></b> </div>
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-68107343397259643292016-09-18T15:20:00.000-07:002016-12-30T15:15:42.806-08:00BACIB part 5: God's timing <div style="text-align: center;">
Hey I'm back with a new part for BACIB (Being A Christian In Belgium) and for those of you who have read my fight against time you might manage to connect the 2.</div>
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I was 6 when I started praying for a second little brother or sister or the both, as I used to think you couldn't play a lot of different games with just two people, as for a lot of the games there had to be at least three people, and because I already had a sister I now wanted a brother. I prayed for one daily. I had waited so long until I said to myself : "never mind it's okay now because I'm too old to play with kids." When I was 12 and a half my mom became pregnant. My sister and I were so happy thinking that we would finally get a brother and we were so happy and I thought that my prayer was finally answered. Then on 10/08 of that year the baby was born.. It was a girl.. We were so happy that we got a little sister, but were disappointed that we didn't get a brother.. Still we loved her so much and played with her a lot. We enjoyed almost every moment with her ( I just hated the times that she needed to be changed or was crying :p) we couldn't wait until she started walking and talking.. My parents were so happy.. 3 Girls, Wauw.. A year and a half later I started suspecting something strange.. My mom started eating weird things again, I thought: "oh no not another one.." (I got tired of all the crying and dypers..) I was right though.. Mom was pregnant again.. I was 99% sure it was going to be a girl so I didn't really keep my hopes up and wasn't that excited as before, but still I was happy. It was the year when I would turn 15.. It was sports day. Mom told me she had an appointment at the doctor so I wasn't really worried until we got in Holland and I couldn't reach mom nor dad's phone.. I panicked.. I spent so much money trying to call them from there, but none of them answered.. I kept telling myself: "don't worry the baby isn't due till next week Friday." When I got back from the sports day dad came and picked me up and said: "let's go and see your brother." My sisters and I were all shocked, speechless and happy at the same time. I remember when seeing him for the first time I was so emotional and happy. I really had no words to say.. I just kept smiling. It actually took some time before I realised that God had actually answered my prayers: "a brother or sister or <b>BOTH!" </b><br />
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So lately I've really been struggling with time. Whenever I pray for something when I feel I need it, I always have to wait until I think it's too late and then I get the answer or I get it when I think I don't need it anymore, but we all know that God is never too late. Still why don't we just get what we want when we need it?? Honestly I prayed for 7 years before I got what I wanted, when I even started thinking that I didn't need it anymore, still my prayer was answered. You know we think we know when it is the best time to receive something, we think we need it right there and then. We don't think further, but God does. He thinks about every small detail that we don't understand then, he still sees them as important and thinks about the impact it can have on your life. Those are things we say we think about on a long term, but actually we don't. We don't at all. We only look at what we think we need at that moment, but actually only want then. I struggled for a long time wondering why God waited a total of 9 years before I got the both of them (they have 2 years difference, so 7 for the first one, but 9 in total).<br />
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This is when I partially realise now why it took so long. Because I started taking care of children when I was 13 I grew to be a very responsible person. My parents would trust me going out with them and taking care of them and playing with them and stuff. I know for some people this might sound like a normal lifestyle, but here where I live it's a very big exception. I kept working hard at school and passing and I managed to help out at home. You could say I grew up quickly, but now I realise the advantage.<br />
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I really needed it, to become responsible, cause to be honest if it wasn't for my siblings I would be such a lazy girl. I mean I'm already lazy, but I would have been even worse. Now that I know I have to set an example for someone I really try my best a lot of times. I'm not saying that I'm never lazy anymore, I mean I still am, but it's way better now. I've learnt so much in the past 4 years that a lot of people have trouble with when they have their own kids, by that time I'll know how to handle it and that makes me happy. Because now even when going out with friends my friends parents trust me and they see me as an example for their kids too. I have let them know that I am also just a kid and I really want to enjoy my childhood like every other kid and I'm glad that people now see that, but they can still trust me. So God just wanted me to grow up and learn. That is something I couldn't do at the age of 6 or I could, but it would have been different. Now I have a realistic view on life, kids,etc..<br />
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Now if you want to see it from a Bible perspective:<br />
<b>°Habakuk 2:3</b><br />
<b><i>For still the vision awaits its appointed time; it hastens to the end—it
will not lie. If it seems slow, wait for it; it will surely come; it
will not delay. </i></b><br />
<b><i>° </i>Jeremiah: 29:11</b><br />
<b><i>For I know the plans I have for you, declares the <span class="sc">Lord</span>, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.</i></b><b> </b><br />
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Sometimes God won't give you what you ask for, do you know why? Because it isn't what you need(maybe at that time). God only gives you what you need or let me say it like this: He gives you what your heart needs and that can also be something you want, but He only gives you the best! Just remember that. that's why Mita didn't get what she thought was the best for her. Now yesterday we were talking.. It was quite late and she told me that this is when she realised that he wasn't the right guy for her. Now we all know God won't let you go through something without learning a lesson. Thanks to this year long happy-sad-confusing experience she has learned that there is a lot more to learn and she realised her innocence when it comes to certain things.<br />
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<b>°Proverbs 19:21</b><br />
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<b> Conclusion:</b><br />
God really has a plan and His timing is always right, so when He doesnt answer you immidiately, just wait the answer will come at it's right time and don't be discouraged like I was, don't loose hope, because God always answers your prayers and gives you what you ask Him acording to His will.<br />
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<b>Today's song:</b> <br />
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<i><b>🎶Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders,</b></i></div>
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<b><i>let me walk upon the waters wherever you would call me..</i></b></div>
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<b><i>Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander<br />And my faith will be made stronger<br />In the presence of my Savior..🎶</i></b></div>
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<b> </b>Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-39949651512552201072016-09-15T13:28:00.003-07:002016-12-30T15:15:14.550-08:00I never thought that..<br />
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Sometimes unexpected things happen without you understanding what is going on. Sometimes you do something you don't want to do and why? You don't know.. You don't understand and you don't know what to say.. You can't stop it cause it is happening and after it happens you can't change it back. You regret it all, but what's the point of regretting? It's happened anyway..<br />
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I am a girl. Almost a woman. I have a will. I can choose for myself. I know what I want. No one has to tell me what I want. No one has control over my body, I choose what I wanna do with it, no one else can choose for me. No one will make me do something I don't want to do.<br />
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A lot of girls think like that, this is how I used to think too. Though sometimes this is not what actually happens. Today I'm going to share a story of a dear friend of mine.<br />
It was the beginning of June and that means exam time.<br />
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She told me: "Musa, I finally have a boyfriend!" She looked so happy that day.. I remember that I was so stressed out and wasn't really right in my mind, all I could think of was how to pass those exams and how to pass this school year. I was scared and nervous but when I heard her say that she had a boyfriend, I was very shocked. All I could say was "WHAT?!?". She gave me a scared look and softly repeated what she had said earlier. I asked her so many questions within the minute: Who?, How old?, Where is he from?, How did you guys meet?,... She told me that she had met him on Facebook and had met up with him a couple of times and she kept on telling me how nice he was. I have known her for so long and I had never heard of the guy before so I found it kind of suspicious. She was so happy and I didn't want to break the mood with my nagging so I told her how stressed I was and asked her to tell me the next week (I only see her once a week btw.) I went off home and started studying. I couldn't concentrate though, I kept wondering who the guy was and I had the feeling that he wasn't trustworthy at all.. I just kept thinking that it wasn't right.. The next week she wasn't there.. I thought it was because of the exams so I didn't think further about it.<br />
Then on Monday I got a message..<br />
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<br />Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-29498022988881775602016-09-07T13:22:00.003-07:002016-12-30T15:14:16.870-08:00 Please don't give up! Hurt, I am hurt<br />
Like the bones in my body have given up their names.<br />
The flesh in my body has given up this game.<br />
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Gather some strength, woman! <br />
Gather some more!<br />
This is a flight or fight situation<br />
Don't give in to this whore.<br />
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Think about the morals you hold, sister<br />
Think about it some more!<br />
And the good reputation of the family<br />
that you won't be able to show.<br />
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If you lose this game, daughter<br />
You will become the silver losing to gold.<br />
Don't forget it yet sweetheart...<br />
You are my gold!<br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-21689984134118567072016-08-19T17:08:00.000-07:002016-12-30T15:11:47.751-08:00BACIB part 4: Misconceptions about ChristiansSome people think that being a Christian is an easy thing, while others say it's difficult. Some say that believing is a type of "escape" from reality, while others say that you are deceived. <br />
There are a lot of different misconceptions about people and I personally have experienced a lot of different ones and I wanted to share some with you today.<br />
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<i>" Believing is an esacpe from reality."</i> Let me explain why that is not true. If you want it or not, everyone believes. Some say that they don't believe in anything, but trust me that is not true. Everyone believes! You have to believe in something before it can actually happen don't you? If people didn't believe, then there woudn't be anything of what there is today. There wouldn't be any electricity or running water nor would there be cars, computers, phones / smartphones, a sidewalk (yes not even a sidewalk), roads, etc.. All these things started from believing before you can see them, like it is written in Hebrews 11:1.<br />
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<i>" When you are a christian you never have struggles" </i>Okay, I know not everyone goes through this one, but this is something I've heard multiple times. That, because I believe, everything in my life is good and I'm never sad. As a Christian I have honestly had more struggles than most people who don't believe, cause as Christians we can't just do anything and say 'oh Jesus saved us anyway' or just do as we like. When you love God you actually want to do good for Him and that makes life harder sometimes, cause you'll have to sacrifice a lot. I'll give you some personal examples (so this might not what everyone does) I can't say certain things even if this hype word comes out and everyone is using it (f.ex. using Oh my God anyhow), I know it's not new but.. Everyone uses it like it's nothing, but I know that I can't use the Lord's name in vain like it says in Exodus 20:7: <i>"You shall not use the Lord's name in vain.."</i> It's not easy when everyone is using it and you can't. I remember before I knew about this verse I used to say that so often and it was so hard not to say it, but I really tried my best and I'm still trying, cause it's not easy to stop saying something you were used to saying. Another example: I can't go to some parties, cause I know if I go I might sin. Okay I know this also has to do with the people you go with and self control, but trust me when you are actually there and you experience some peer pressure, you can be as resistant as you want, but it doesn't always work, cause the devil will find ways to get to you and make you sin..<br />
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The last one is <i>" Everything in the Bible has to be taken figuratively."</i> This one I hear a lot. People say: "Okay they might be some truth in it, but there's no way all those stories were true." Why not?!? Is it because they seem so unimaginable to us humans? Is it because you have just never seen it with your own eyes? God actually has the power to do such things, because He is almighty! I do believe that all the stories are true, because God doesn't lie, but I also know that they're parables and different other things that God wanted us to interpret figuratively, but that doesn't mean that everything in the Bible is figurative.<br />
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<b>Honestly I had so much trouble looking for the song that matches this post well, there are so many that would fit this one, but I went with:</b><br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-72625857465641013502016-07-29T02:35:00.000-07:002016-12-30T15:11:24.352-08:00Working with kids for a weekLast week , I worked in a daycare with at least 30 kids per day. Can't deny the fact that it was the hardest thing to do. I mean I could've just sat home lazing around the sofa with some cheap ass junk food. But I didn't. Why? I have absolutely no idea. Well I do, a little.. I heard from Musa (co-author of the blog) that the daycare had too little animators for the week. And what did I do? I sais yes of course. Why? Because I'm nice of course. Well, honestly, I'm just a freak who loves kids. Actually it's more of a love-hate relationship, but I still love them way more than teens of my age. I don't have any little kids playing around the house and I do miss the laughing of little children echoing through the house (I had tons of nieces and nephews in my house before) . But of course I hate it when they cry! That's why I called it a love-hate relationship!<br />
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Anyways, I agreed to work there with 3 other strangers that I had never seen before in my whole life. They were pretty nice, I was so very glad. Imagine how it would've been if you had like 30 children screaming around you and then there was an adult complaning to you about how you work. Not that I'm bad at it. I'm pretty good. I pretty much look like a child and I also act like one when I see one, so I was good to go. It was perfect. I played with them from 8:00 to 5:00 every single day that week. I was pretty happy. But then! After 5:00. Hell broke loose. I was so tired every single day that I could collapse right there and then! But I had to walk home. So I did. I went home. I arrived at home. I opened the door. I went to my room. BAM! There lies a 90% dead Mita on her bed with tons of other stuff cause she had been too tired and lazy to clean up beforehand. Stupid Mita! Did I eat? I don't know. Sometimes, I did. Sometimes, I didn't. Did that even matter to me? Hell Nah! I could sleep, finally!!! But then. Guesse what happens. My stomach is singing out loud to the brightest cloud. Oh wait, it's night. Anyway it starts growling like a wolf and I have to get up and eat. After I finally gather strength to stand up.................. I go eat. Duh. Then I come back and sleep again. Oh wait! SKINCARE!! I sigh. I only have strength to do that little thing. I go wash my face neatly, brush my teeth , comeback and sleep some more. After 6 or 7 hours, I wake up and repeat the cycle again.<br />
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On a serious note, the daycare thaught me quite a lot about kids and their behaviour. I didn't know that kids cried and made a scene at some random place on the streets for absolutely no reason. These evil creatures! I always thought that something very bad must've happened to them and that's why they cried. I always put the blame on the parents! Now, I understand a little more about the parents and how much hard work they go through everyday. I also had to prepare some games and crafting ideas for the kids. I was on duty to do the crafting. I made an airplane out of 2 sheets of paper. Apparently they liked it a lot which made me very happy of course! I looove their smiles and their laughs! I could also feel myself growing up. I'm always glad when I work there. That is, of course after I rant about how hard it was to work there first!<br />
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<i>Here are some photos we took in " het Kabouterbos"</i><br />
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Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-61027170436563650422016-07-21T14:24:00.000-07:002016-12-30T15:05:32.699-08:00BACIB part 3: God's presenceToday I'm going to talk about the Lord's presence in my life. I've always believed, I'm very happy to say that I was brought up knowing God through my parents. That made choosing for Him easier for me. I chose to follow God myself for the first time when I was about 9 or 10 years old. Then I could proudly say that I believe in Him myself and not just cause mom and dad told me to do so. When I told them that I chose to follow God myself, they were even a little surprised, but very happy. <br />
After I chose to follow Him, life became much more fun. I got my first Bible when I was 12. It was a Dutch youth bible, that I got from the christian group I went to then. I was so happy and proud, I read it so often that the book of psalms and proverbs is almost completely in highlights, LOL! I even started keeping all my notes...<br />
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I really used to read my Bible a lot and I really enjoyed it. After reading it so often I even became more open about my christianity to my friends, I wasn't scared to share my beliefs with anyone. I was so proud to say that I love Him and I'm loved by the one and only true God! At that time I was having a hard time in school, but thanks to God's strength, I was able to overcome all troubles and pass those years, cause you know what they say: <br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgblXB-3BM95JR378XEo-mD3jUDXqYIWHMDR6ag06xBaFvTqSxcrAi8cuRGLKBxVGM95qfZ4oZkDPkzCpl3DYoENei1td2mdFkRUpZB1BZIMuMJvv70sU5AVmu38PLaCofBoQU77BtmTc_3/s1600/13835856_1138300079561561_92761404_o.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgblXB-3BM95JR378XEo-mD3jUDXqYIWHMDR6ag06xBaFvTqSxcrAi8cuRGLKBxVGM95qfZ4oZkDPkzCpl3DYoENei1td2mdFkRUpZB1BZIMuMJvv70sU5AVmu38PLaCofBoQU77BtmTc_3/s200/13835856_1138300079561561_92761404_o.jpg" width="200" /></a>People in school always used to ask me how I was so sure God was present in my life and why He doesn't show himself to them too "if He were real". I always used to reply by saying: "I feel Him, I feel His presence. He is with me, He is protecting me. He is protecting you, He loves you,..!"<br />
Whenever something happened that would make them praise me I would refere to Him, but still no one believed me.<br />
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I got backstabbed a lot during my first years of secondary school. At some point they even started calling me crazy for believing in God, but I knew that wasn't true, I knew He was and is present in my life. At first I thought of giving up, but I hate giving up so I decided to pray for them.. As it says in <span class="exdous">Philippians 2:3-4 :
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Because I believed that God was present in my life and I kept my relationship with Him, He spoke to me more. God speaks to people through different ways. To me He speaks through my dreams.. After I found out that it was God speaking through my dreams, I started praying for every doubtful dream. The closer I got to God the more I felt His presence and the stronger I became!<br />
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<b>The song I'm going to refere to today is "O come to the altar" by Elevation Worship.</b><br />
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"O come to the altar,<br />
the father's arms are open wide.."<br />
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYQ5yXCc_CA">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYQ5yXCc_CA</a><br />
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~Musa</div>
Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-32813768762784167542016-07-16T14:39:00.001-07:002016-12-30T15:05:05.267-08:00I have this friend...<div style="margin-bottom: 0in;">
At some point in life</div>
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People that you thought were the
closest to you, will leave you.</div>
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There won't be any fights , betrayal,
or even any tears.</div>
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The only thing you will feel is loss</div>
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The loss of the person that you called
your best friend</div>
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The loss of the person that you told
your embarrassing stories to</div>
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The loss of the person that you played
with till your mom called to be home asap</div>
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The loss of the person that you laughed
with about silly things</div>
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But the only loss you will feel at the
moment will be trust.</div>
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You will miss trust in every word they
speak.</div>
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You will miss trust in everything they
do for you.</div>
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You will miss trust in every thing you
trusted about them.</div>
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There will be a time in your life when
you will have to let go of people that are not meant to be in your
life. Be it your current husband, your lover, your friend or even the
person closest to your heart.</div>
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If it's your husband, your marriage
failed.</div>
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If it's your lover, your relationship
failed.</div>
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If it's your friend, your friendship
failed.</div>
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If it's the person closest to your
heart, your connection failed.<br />
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I have this friend.</div>
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She is labeled as my best friend.</div>
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But to me she is just a friend.</div>
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Sometimes she becomes just as important
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Sometimes she means more.</div>
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How much more, that I don't know</div>
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But she catches up to the label she's
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It doesn't last that long</div>
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I go back home</div>
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Then I go back to her words</div>
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Somehow she goes back to the point in
my life when I lost her trust. ~Mita</div>
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<b></b><i></i><u></u><sub></sub><sup></sup><strike></strike>Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-83595874554967745962016-07-08T13:25:00.001-07:002016-12-30T15:03:10.238-08:00BACIB part 2: Receiving Christian baptism<span class="st"><b>Receiving Christian baptism </b></span><br />
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As you can see Today I'm going to talk about baptism, but I wanted to combine it with God's love.</div>
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So this time I asked my auntie what it meant to get baptized and she gave me a lovely answer. She said <i>"to be baptized means to die for sin and <u>to resurrect with Jesus</u>" </i>The second part of the sentence made me think of my trip to Zambia in March. In church they were singing this song called ressurecting.. one of the lines said "the ressurected King is <u>resurrecting</u> me." ( I will link the song at the bottom) To me it was such a deep line, cause I wondered what do they mean resurrecting me? Doesn't it only happen once. I really didn't get it at first, but the way I am, I just enjoy the music so I went on singing, but when the pastor started preaching the line stuck to my head for too long so I started wondering, what does it mean.. it even started to bug me. </div>
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I started my research from that one word... I looked it up online and it said that resurrection is <i>"the concept of </i><span class="_Tgc"><i> a living being coming back to life after death."</i> Then i thought okay, Jesus roze from the dead and He is now in heaven and by that we have eternal life, but how can we keep rising from the dead( if that even makes sense).. It kept me thinking. The pastor kept preaching as I continued thinking about the same line. Now tat I think back the pastor did give an answer( if you'd like the answer the pastor gave me, just say I might make a post of that one too), but I also found my answer that I can apply to my personal life. It's actually very simple (that's what I realised after) it actually just means that whenever we make a mistake we get back into <i>"the ashes of defeat"</i> what means we die again, but whenever we ask for forgiveness, He forgives us and we can start on a blank page all over again. It sounds so logical, I mean who doesn't know that? Have you ever thought about the meaning of <i>"washing our sins away"</i>? Have you actually thought about how special that heppening is? Everyone has heard of forgive and forget, but we all know that it is impossible to forgive or forget some things, even as Christians even if we have to we all still struggle with the fact that we have to forgive... God just keeps forgiving and forgetting, because He loves us so.. To be honest whenever I think of God's love it just keeps amazing me. How is such love even possible? </span><br />
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<span class="_Tgc">With baptism we actually show our friends and family that we are sick and tired of falling in the ashes of defeat and that we have devoted ourselves to following God. Don't get me wrong here though.. It doens't mean that if you're not baptised your not trying your best to follow Him, cause to be honest I'm not baptised either, but I always try my very best to follow His word. Baptism is a personal choice and it doesn't matter when you make it, as long as you do one day.<br /> Baptism ofcourse has much more meaning that what I just stated, but here is a small part. I hope you all enjoyed it! :)</span><br />
<b><span class="_Tgc">Here is the link to the song (Ressurecting):</span></b><br />
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rf8Zzn4nOzc">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rf8Zzn4nOzc</a><br />
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<span style="text-align: start;">~Musa</span></div>
Meli-Mita-Musahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17128428383176962768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8770147230577301602.post-87003060046195144512016-07-03T19:54:00.000-07:002016-12-30T15:02:41.465-08:00When you can't sleepOne of a kind it was<br />
That night<br />
When she was awake<br />
At 3:20 AM<br />
At midnight<br />
Where the darkness was embraced<br />
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The only light visible<br />
Was the window<br />
By the corner<br />
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3:24 AM it was<br />
Disturbed by that sound<br />
That sound that ends all the peace<br />
And the silence<br />
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3:27 AM<br />
She was hoping<br />
"Fall asleep, fall asleep"<br />
On the couch<br />
Or by the table<br />
Even the floor<br />
Would be better<br />
Than this<br />
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<b></b><i></i><u></u><sub></sub><sup></sup><strike></strike>~Mita</div>
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