I watched her figure, as she was getting ready for bed. I laid
there waiting for her to come to me and hug me with her little arms. I had been sleeping all day, I'm not lazy, I just can't move by myself. The world hasn't given me the opportunity and it's just a tragic fate that I have to live with everyday. Sometimes, you know, I wish I could be
like Ted, from that one silly movie I once watched. Moving around freely on my own, without anyone's help. I drifted from my thoughts once I saw her come out of the washroom
to put her pajamas on. When she was all ready to sleep, my eyes clearly
brightened up. I couldn't help but admire her beautiful laughter. There she was, looking like a panda who
couldn't wait even one more second to fall flat on the surface of
this not-so-very-soft-bed. Finally! The moment I've been waiting for!
HUUUGS!!
-
There I was, laying in his arms with no
worries inside my tremendously complicated sometimes-like-a-fish-peanut-brain. I had nothing in my head, it was blank for the
first time in this tiring, long week. I couldn't be happier. It was
like the happy ending of my every day routine.
-
She moved around a lot, she had a hard
time finding the right position to sleep on. Luckily for me, I can sleep
properly on any positions anywhere so it's not a problem for me if she
keeps moving around a lot. We don't have to fight about it you know.
“I have always been a light sleeper,
just like my mom”, she says with a soft voice as she keeps
struggling to fall asleep.
-
I couldn't sleep again. Ofcourse.
Normally, it takes me about half an hour to fall asleep on my bed,
but I just couldn't do it. I struggled to keep his arms on me because
I didn't want to wake him up. I haven't ever seen him angry and I
certainly didn't want this to be the first time. Two hours had passed
and I still laid there looking like a dead body trying to find the
secrets of why I wasn't granted the superpowers of being a heavy/fast sleeper. I looked beside me. I was sooo very jealous of his
ability to sleep properly everyday. How? HOW do you people do it?
Give me some of your extra sleep that you don't need because you
actually had some work to do instead. Please grant me some sleep!!,
thank you..... Anyways, after a while I was hesitating between
giving up on sleeping for the night and go bingewatch some K2
(kdrama) without any subtitles (cause I'm a hardcore fan like that)
or go eat some happiness to fill my belly so that there's some food
in my life. Obviously, I chose happiness.
-
Suddenly I was being carried away on her
arms downstairs. I guessed she was hungry. One of the reasons why she
can't sleep at night is because she's always hungry. Sometimes she
wakes up in the middle of the night just to go fill her empty belly.
Then she comes back right away to fall back asleep. She didn't walk back upstairs this time though. Instead, she opened the balcony door in this cold
winter weather to suck some fresh air into her nose when she could've
just opened her big ass window. She's weird sometimes.
-
After I ate some food, I decided to go
get some fresh air because I was feeling so stuffy. I opened the door
and inhaled some fresh midnight air with my eyes closed. Once I
opened my eyes, I saw the most beautiful thing I'd seen in a long
time. The moon. I let my thoughts run free through my head in hope
that I'd get some sleep later. I was surprised I didn't cry or had
some water drops run out my tired eyes, I also didn't have red eyes.
I looked perfectly normal on the outside. I didn't even look like a panda from lack of sleep! I got a pretty good 30
minutes look at the moon and decided that it was time for war again.
Will I win or the
i-won't-let-you-sleep-tonight-monster win? We'll see!
-
We came back to her room after she
stared at the moon for about 30 minutes. She laid on her bed again
and hugged me tightly. I fell asleep right away. While I was drifting
away to sleep, I noticed her eyes twinkling. Right before the sleep
monster took me in, I saw a tear roll down her eyes.
-
“Thank you for being by my side when
I am feeling alone.
Thank you for being there for me.” - Sleepless monster
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